It's hard to imagine, I can't believe how much time has passed, well over 3 months since my last post. Also well over 3 months since I lost my beautiful boy. Since then I've had an incredible adventure, working and living in Antarctica of all places and it really was the most magical experience but there wasn't a single day that I didn't think of Samurai. Each day seemed like agony being away from him, its the longest we had been separated and the hardest thing was knowing I had to get used to the feeling.
Going to Antarctica was a god-send after losing Samurai but really all it did was delay the inevitable, I have to get used to being in this empty house. It's lovely sitting in my scrapping room again, I feel comforted knowing I'm back in 'our' room but its still heart breaking to look up from my lap top and see his empty mat and his favourite toy just lying there. I still look for him at the gate when I come home from the gym and I lay awake all night listening for his snores. How deathly quiet the house is now.
So anyway today I've dusted my scrapping room, I brought the latest Scrap 365 mag AND Scrapbook magazine and I'm going to focus on Scrapping my photos from Antarctica and hopefully soon one or two of my boy.